18.10.2010

Life.

"What is it?"
I don't know. I have some ideas though.

"Who are we?"
Some will find out, some won't.

"Why are we here?"
I think, each of us have a task.

"Where do we go?"
I don't know where we go when we're done with our task.

All I know is that there is the moment when we go. We take on another task. We don't know when it will be. But I believe, we recognize the moment when it is near, though others won't.

She was there - and suddenly she was gone. She took her smile with her. A smile which expressed joy of being alive. Now I consider - was it real? Or was it just a mask? Covering her suffering? She was there - having a helping hand for everyone. Having a smile for everyone. Now she's gone. And she won't come back. Never again.

October 3rd 2010 a smile left the world. She had a task. What for? Being torn out of the world - probably even with pain. I think, a lot of pain. But the smile was there. From the beginning on. Always warm, always giving hope. I think, she finished her task, as her smile remains and those she had helped will never forget her.

In Memoriam - Prof. Mag. phil. Dagmar Czuniak, 1964-2010

13.10.2010

Help! It seems to me that I'm really too busy. Well - I've been ill for 2 weeks, but still.

How are things going?

Hm.... 6 chapters of the Fanfic published....Albeus still hasn't continued telling....schools goin on as it goes.....why am I writing this anyway, if nothing's going on and I have so much to do nevertheless?